Man, my 4TB HDD is stuffed full. But I don’t feel very good about deleting my 1,73ish TB of gaming clips, most of them War Thunder. But as it stands now, WT cannot Update and will crash due to no free disk space.
I looked at a 12 TB one to put into my setup, but it is like 230€ or so. And I feel very emotionally down currently due to becoming an adult, having to become independent and let go, worrying about my apprenticeship, what if I fail that? No Job without a degree. But I hate this 40h Work week, 8h 30min a day. But this is how it is.
Sorry, just coping and seething. Thinking about Psychotherapy, but when I talked to a counselor she just gave me a huge list and told me that it can take years until there is a free spot for me. But the apprenticeship is now and the finals are mid 2026 already. And I am very critical about antidepressants.
Spoiler
“Imagine a society that subjects people to conditions that make them terribly unhappy then gives them the drugs to take away their unhappiness. Science fiction It is already happening to some extent in our own society. Instead of removing the conditions that make people depressed modern society gives them antidepressant drugs. In effect antidepressants are a means of modifying an individual’s internal state in such a way as to enable him to tolerate social conditions that he would otherwise find intolerable.”
― Theodore Kaczynski
But I really want to wake up inside and actually use my mind. It just feels burnt out and empty always.
(No worries, no sudoku risk present)
