Don’t get it twisted, friend - I don’t grind hard for anything anymore, either. I play mostly my premium loadouts these days precisely because I’m very over the grinding and my premium vehicles don’t come with the stock grind headache.
As for the condition of the game, we’re gonna have to disagree on that. This game has so many issues that Gaijin still fails to address after all these years and continues to create new ones - Like the Kh-38MT AGM that doesn’t actually exist - and then they hide and do nothing. But hey, if you enjoy it then good for you, man. Good luck out there.